感叹

Recalling past memories...
what you said, what you promised...
haiz. it's making me feel disappointed in you.
29.02, four years later it will come again.
But there won't be another 11.11.11.

Shit. too many retrieval cues.

***
有时候，人真的很恐怖。
当时可以说得多好多好，
但是后来呢？

As i think only of you all day

A single stream of tear flows on its own

Step by step, i see you

So even as i work, tears flow without me knowing

Even when i sing

Even when i walk the streets

I’m filled with thoughts of you

I wonder if you hurt like me

I wonder if you cry like me

I wonder if you live all day in memories like me

There are many things to laugh about forcibly

Like a wind-up doll, like it’s my job, i laugh

Even when i watch tv

Even when i meet my friends

I’m filled with thoughts of you

I wonder if you hurt like me

I wonder if you cry like me

I wonder if you live all day in memories like me

Because i smile every day

Because i show my smiles,

They think i am happy

But how can i smile, how can i smile without you

I smile and i smile but tears flow again

感情是最不容易移除的程式

Taiwannnnnnnn :D

I'll be leaving for Taiwan tonight!

Excited!

All the things we have been mentioning ever since last year is finally happening!

Finally being able to shop after much much much resist of temptation!

Actually I realise I have a lot of food posts! Just that I have been lazy and out for most of the weekends.
Will try to clear them alright!

Thoughts

Read this Audrey's long post!

" but once time passes, you would probably not remember most of it. then, you'll move on."


"Your two selves: Most people are not aware of the fact that they have two different selves. You have a mind and a spirit (consciousness), and though they seem like one thing, they are separate. The way to realize that this is true is to realize that something has to be listening to the thoughts created by your mind.


What is it that hears your thoughts?

There is the part of you that thinks and the part that hears the thoughts. The thinking part is your mind; the part that hears the thoughts is your spiritual-self. You do not actually hear thoughts through your ears, because your mind is already inside your head. The point is, your spiritual-self receives the things the mind creates in a similar way to hearing them."


"no one can predict the future anyway. sometimes due to unforeseen circumstances you may just let the right one slip away. but if you think that you are with the right one now, then cherish each other. make the best out of what you currently have. no matter how bad the situation is, don't let go. you don't wanna regret your decision later in the future."

"without that person you'll be miserable. you'll feel empty. every street and every shop every place, you will fill your head with those memories that you've had with that person. those flashbacks come to you. you know it, you will be sad. its not easy to forget okay."

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Just doing loads of quoting!

Last night I dreamt of Clarissa, Derrick, Michelle, Brendon, Adrian, Grace, and Jerald, too.

I miss them.....

我是笨蛋吗？
一朝被蛇咬，十年怕井绳。
一次不够，还要两次。
Had a hard time sleeping last night.
I don't know what I should say about you anymore.
相信一个人是怎样的？
我忘记了。
I have already seen this coming, didn't I?

我的心..正淌着血..
Huiting once asked, 心如果太痛，会不会死掉。
I think I can understand that.

这一次，我没有上次那么伤心。
反而，让我看清了你是个怎样的人。

Sadly to say, feelings is a very subjective matter.
Thus, I'm not in a position to judge anything about it.
The thing is, we cannot change how people feel.. and I respect that.
Still... my feelings is not a toy.

When some things are just not meant to be, it never will be.
No matter how many times you go through it,
the outcome would still be the same.

Time to move on.
Get on with life, seriously.

Listening to 老歌...

For all of the times that I tried for your smile

For making you think that I was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

That no one was there to take a stand

But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye

For being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed

For taking it back when I fled the scene

Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time

Won't make any difference tonight

But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind

To love love love love in your life

Veggie Farm Excursion

Veggie Farm Excursion with the company on a Friday!

:)

Felt like it's been a while since we last went on an excursion;

big group of people,

on a huge coach.

Hiyah!

Kranji Farm Resort :D

Near the goat farm if you remember!

My bottle which is already deformed :(

Deco on the dining table.

Having a camera means:

Be responsible and taking a picture of everything you see.

:P

I think it will be more extreme in TW :D

Nice salad! Fresh veg:)

&extra tomatoes from OJM.

People eating.

(lol I feel like I am saying things that are self-explanatory)

Fish was okay! But I guess it was a little cold when it was served.

One more!

But looks not bad right:)

My colleagues! :)

"yao guai guai"

LOL.

A very sunny day indeed. B)

I caught this picture of the terrapin that was in the pond! ^^v

I think I am good in taking pictures hahaha.

This,

was from this! :D

And there were doggies!

Super cute! 

and fattttttt! hahaha!

The dogs were very tame! And gentle!

*spam*

And the fur looked really nice too.

Okay last one!

Next place of visit!

The Wheatfarm place!

See, I told you I take nice pictures ;)

These are beansprouts btw!

Do you know there is a difference between Beansprouts & Peasprouts?

Dou ya and Dou miao!

Mushroommmm!

Fascinated by the way they are grown!

Eccentric-looking mushroomies.

Looking lika family.

I took a picture of this because it feels really nice to brush your palm through it.

Very soft!

Think this is Wheatgrass. forgot :X

Time for some Science - Life Cycles!

Seedlings!

Tadaaa.

Luo Shen Hua.

I call it the Ribena Plant.

Tall tall cactus!

Caught some pictures of One of the birds:

Hmmmm?

Okay, you may take more!

I shall change my pose!

How about intense stare?

Change of side profile?

hehehe, okay lame!

Ever wondered how peanuts look like?

Oh ya, and we got to watch how the Aloe Vera plant is cut!

Super Gooeyyyyy!

Lika mucus! really!

But your hands will feel soft after that, and the gooey feeling will be gone!

Was clearing some stuff the other day and I found this!

- Random -

lol. wondered when it was written!

Some drawings of their 'then' hairstyles! ^^v

I think Mabel's and Michelle's ones look like!

Okay! 

Sorry, I'll try to blog at least once a week!!